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[Jun. 2nd, 2008|03:08 pm] |
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something awful is going to happen. awful awful.
this week is going to end badly. i know it.
3.5 days left, but there is so much that can happen in 3.5 days.
I'm scared because I am a shitty teacher when I am with 8th grade. I am shitty because I lack confidence in myself. I lack confidence in myself because I let the things the kids say or do affect me personally and professionally. I let things they say affect me so much because deep down inside I believe every negative thing possible about myself.
Why I believe such things about myself is beyond me because it violates my convictions about human beings in general and with the teachings of Jesus Christ and thus my faith.
I'm not sure what it is going to take for me to accept my mistakes and see myself as others see me. |
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Consider Agnosticism. (seriously, it's a lot less stressful than Christ)
Did i say anything about being stressed about my faith? NO.
For the record: I stress myself out by believing the worst about my self; conversely, my faith teaches me that I am worthwhile and precious. | |
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